For some reasone today my mind has began to wonder. Subject not paticularly tied to one person or the other. And, most, not tied to anyone. Just random thoughts about no one impaticular. Its inevetable that everyone is going to disapoint you at one time or the other. Your parents, close friends, even perfect strangers. But the closer you are to them the bigger the disapointment is.
No anger resides in most disapointment-- anger is an entirly different subject. Yet, anger is a feeling that is easier to get rid of, and easier to opplogize for. I don't know if most disapointment goes away, because disapointment is tied with trust and trust is a bond that once is broken it can never be fully put back together.I realized earlier that I have lived part of my life surcumming to peer presure. I have done things I wouldn't have done otherwise. No, I do not regret any actions. But I never relized before today, that they were not intirely my own. But yes, I do take full resposiblity. Something you do because of peer presure is still your fault after all.
Being a whore has nothing to do with the kissing and such, but rather the situation you do it in.
If I am forced to choose one friend over the other--the answer is no. I will not choose. I am allowed to be friends with whomever I would like, and there will be no one that will tell me who I will or will not be friends with. No matter what they have done in the past. That is another thing that goes along with trust. You have to trust your friends no matter what--or else what are they good for?
High-School drama does not end in high school. It only ends when you leave the people that make the drama.
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